The Day Before My Life Changes

So Its the Day before I start my 90 day challenge and I figured id blog my feelings
Honestly I'm SCARED that I wont see change or I will get unmotivated 
and fail.  I want to change my life not only to get fit but to get healthy and happy.   I am currently 178 lbs. and feel gross and I don't want to feel this way anymore, I only stand 5'2 inches and according to doctors I am OBESE.  That is one of the most depressing things I had heard in a while.  its one thing to think that your on the
larger side but to be TOLD is a whole different feeling. I've always wanted to be the HOT wife the one that makes all his guys friends jealous or made peoples head turn when they'd see me walking down the road, never did I think id be the girl trying to hide my face so no one would see me, so that's why Me and My BESTFRIEND  both decided we were fed up with being "fat" (even though I LOVE HER the way she is) we want better for ourselves and our ---families and that starts with US getting in shape and healthy :)